Thinker

Definitely a thinker.

I think about a lot of unnecessary stuffs, that it's starting to corrupt my brain function.

I would think from the smallest bit of thing and then enlarge them into something huge.

It all could start from the way you look at me, talk to me, words you've chosen, face expression and everything.

I'd die inside because of too much thinking. I'd think that you hate or dislike me because of the smallest things you do. And I'll blame myself for it. Drives me nuts, I know.

But you know what, besides being a thinker, apparently I am also a "not giving shit"-er. At the end of the day, you have to know that you can't please everyone. You have to know that in this life your living, the thing that you can trust is only yourself. 

And screw those people who doesn't like you for who you are and tend to talk about it with other people instead of saying it to your face. Screw them. They're not worth your time or even a bit part of your life. 

Each day we learn how to be better, how to be a more realiable human being, not for mankind but for yourself and nature. That's what's going around after all in your life. You and nature. Without these, you'll go insane. 

Do good. 

Don't do bad.

Be happy.

Don't be sad.

It's as simple as that.

You've made it this far. You've changed, you've cried, you've broken, you've crumpled, you've smile, you've laughed, you've loved. 

From those, think about what makes you happy and what makes you sad.

What makes you good and what makes you bad.

If making other people happy makes you happy, fucking do it.

If making other people sad makes you happy but makes you a bad person, then don't fucking do it.

We all have conscious, we all have mind, we all have souls, we all have feelings.

Use them. 

Reflect on yourself. Maybe you're the one who's being a bitch. But if not, then talk to youself it's not you, it's them. Ego is one thing but trying to please everyone is another big thing.