Fresh Start

Hi.

I don't know who or what are going to read this post, but I'd like to tell you that I am re-constructing my blog.

To also remind myself why I am reconstructing this, I shall write the reasons in this post.

1. The last blog was shitty

I know that it doesn't matter because I'm not a person with followers more than 500 people on instagram or twitter, but I decided to do all these things for myself. I want it to be nice, clean and interesting. Not for anyone else but me. 

2. I want my blog to be personal

I know writing a blog with personal stuff sounds stupid and idiotic since everything on the internet is never personal. But I want a place, where I could write anything I want, without having people to bug the things I think or thought about. It'll be my personal public space - if that makes sense. 

3. I actually love writing but suck at it

I secretly love writing especially in English. Well, Indonesian is sometimes fine but English, I just love it. Even though my vocabulary isn't large enough and my verbs are quite a mess, I love it. I want to write about my thoughts, imagination, feelings in English and describe them using words that are beautiful and wonderful to hear so that other people can imagine it too. Sometimes my writing may sounds cheesy, and typical. But I don't mind. It's a fresh start to practice and to begin. 

4. I kept my feelings to my own

I'm not that kind of person who could spill out everything in her brain. I'd think. Think about the person's feelings, conditions. And then in the end I'm the one who's frustrated and dying. I need space where I can just express feelings and thoughts on certain people without having them to debate about my thoughts. 

5. Sometimes, I talk like a smartass

I'm not a wise person, I know that, believe me. Neither a genius and neither someone famous. But sometimez, I talk shit that I didn't even know I could. I could have certain perspectibe that I don't even realize I thought about. And I need a place that will stay forever, and where I could read it over and over again so I could remember.  

6. And last, typing is so much faster

Don't get me wrong. I love writing manually, I really do. I'd go head to toe for books rather than iBook. But seriously, typing is faster and alot more efficient. Sorry, books. But now is the time for modernism. 

So these are currently the reason that I could think about. And I hope I could do a better job this time at keeping my blog neat. 

And if anyone else is reading this. I hope you're not thinking I'm weird, because you'd be right. But that also means you need to get a life because reading someone else's unimportant post, ain't one. 

Kidding.

Really appriciate it if you actually read this. Yes, this. The word this.