Takut

I'm afraid of one thing in life; the future. I have one more year to finish school and I still feel that the skills I have are basics.

I feel not good enough.

But I could learn a lot in that one more year just like this year. 

Finishing school sometimes gives me the thought of me becoming an adult and that I have to find money on my own, not asking my parents for any cent of it anymore. and that scare the shit out of me. Thinking that what if I fail and what if I still ask them for money. I don't want that. I want to be able to help them lighten up the weigth they've been holding these past years.

I've been thinking about buisnesses in my head lately but I can't really do anything to pursuit it, yet. And that stress me out a lot.

I feel like this is just a begining from a war that hasn't even started yet. 

I have to be stronger with facing problems in fromt me right now cause I know, that's nothing compare of the things that are going to happen in the future. 

Be positive and believe in yourself ✨✨✨✨